report on something less or lesser

Good morning good afternoon good evening 

I'm trying to think of my kindergarten self and I just can't conjure him

I did it right

I'm here 

I'm still kicking and 

Still screaming

And still pissing

And still eating

And still talking till I'm 

Life as always

I did it right 

Salt set right

 incantations and the circles of shit

Failed again

I did it right

I clicked I clicked I clicked I clicked

Good afternoon friends 

Life as always

Failed again

But in ether or something less poetic maybe shade or dust or an unbearable humidity that siphons the clarity out of the air

Some moments 

are clear

Or memory of moments

Ga-I've

Ga-I've ga ga ga ga I've lost feeling in my tongue

Life as I know it

Life as always

Life as I’ve forgotten 

Not active

Not active 

I've not been active in forgetting 

No 

Not 

No 

Not vindictiveness 

I've stuck shucked sprung my leak as pickles and 2nd presidents are what play as pictures in this new quality of air

I'm John Adams stuck in a mason jar of other presidents as we wait in salt and garlic and vinegar and wait for history to forget what we actually did